Senior Project is kicking my ass.

Not in the same way it's kicking Geri's ass, or Rachel's. No, senior project is kicking my ass because it just plain REFUSES TO BE WRITTEN. And with ninety pages due at the end of a semester that is now nearly half over, I am not impressed.

I can't even begin to figure out what is wrong with me. I'm one of those unfortunate bastards who can only write when they're inspired to do so, and the inspiration is not forthcoming. Add onto that the fact that I only write effectively when I am alone and you have a pretty noxious maltov cocktail working against me in the cosmic sense of things.

I don't GET alone time, at school or at home. Now, when I say alone time I don't mean the two hours that your roomie is at class- I get plenty of that. I mean more than twenty four hours only-person-in-the-house-and-or-dorm-room kinda alone. And my roommate's schedule and mine have been coinciding for the 'going home' weekends.

Now I have had suggestions on how to fix this. They have all been completely viable suggestions. Like, "talk to your roommate" or "go find a quiet place". The only problem is that I'm in a state mentally where every time someone tries to help I just get pissed. And that's all MY neurosis, it's not due to anyone or anything, just me.

and then there's the question of whether or not I've bitten off more than I can chew. My senior project revolves around more than one style of writing. It also bears a cast that doesn't move around much. Am I trying to write the wrong story?

It's like standing in a room with no doors. It's awful.

-/end bitching-